we lie down to stop our bodies

 

from trying to orient themselves

 

in space and time

 

and feel better for having done so

 

and breathing deeply i know

 

that i'll always find something on the ceiling to stare at

 

until my eyes go unfocused

 

and then i'll think about being born

 

how long ago it was

 

and how in some cultures i should be two grown men

 

already strong and reliable

 

contributing positively to society

 

and then i'll get up and go living off the grid

 

without main power electricity

 

drinking rainwater unfiltered

 

and doing tai chi at sunrise

 

i don't know if it will happen

 

or if i'll just think about it happening

 

while i wait for whipped cream and apple pie

 

staring out a cafe window when everyday it rained

 

as we went from strange town to strange town

 

always walking to the library and looking at our reflections

 

in all the shop windows

 

to see what the wind had done with our hair

 

where on the internet you'll read about icelandic monetary collapse

 

and i'll eat a scone that i'll have incorrectly called a muffin

 

it will have pieces of chocolate and raspberries inside

 

and afterwards we'll get our laundry and it will be folded

 

and i'll know ahead of time that it will be folded

 

and that i'll have to unfold it so that i can roll it

 

because it takes up less space and you like it better that way

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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