The Opposite Face

I look in a mirror but it must be backwards

the glass is my face

i am my opposite face

i feel as though my face is a ball of yarn

please punch me

can i bleed

let's take a chainsaw to the mirror of my face

i won't bleed

i'm relatively sure that you're laughing at me

stop it

i can hear you from my room you're laughing so loud

i look at my dog and ask it if it will speak to me

it doesn't understand

it takes a shit on the carpet though

i think that's funny

i walk back to the mirror

are you sure my face won't bleed? my face mirror asks my face

i punch myself in the face

but i don't know if i punched my face or my mirror face

is there a helicopter outside or something jesus it's loud

i read a book but find no answers about whether or not my face is my opposite face

i watch a movie and find no answers

i watch a movie while emailing and texting people and sit on my couch

i google 'opposite face' and find nothing

has nobody felt this feeling of 'opposite face' before?

i feel like i don't speak english anymore

i eat food and ask the food if it can be hurt

it takes a shit on the carpet

this isn't funny

i go to look at the mirror but it doesn't find me funny

my

my

my

opposite face

is crying at me from the inside of my face

i look happy though

my face isn't crying it's looking at the funny food that makes jokes

don't make jokes anymore tell me why google can't provide me answers

just let this be the answer

is the shit on the carpet an answer?

is the mirror an answer?

is google the answer?

am i lonely?

is my opposite face a placard in a museum explaining what the artist meant

in this painting?

opposite face was well-versed in Freudian psychology, it says

here, the bosom with bleeding nipple eyes represents parental authority

i want to lie down

let my opposite face sleep

so the mirror can get some sleep, too